Ever see one of those long commercials for X-Tenze or whatever its called? Ever listen to the people talk? Next time you see one, every time they say "certain part", "enlargement", or anything else that describes what the pill does, replace it with CURES CANCER And you get something like this

"Years ago, few believed we could CURE CANCER.. It's not a gimmick, its real science, this pill can CURE CANCER.."

 These guys believe they have just made the whole world better for all appearently....

I have a new philosophy..

If ever I feel useless..

If ever I get the impression that I suck at everything,

I have never achieved anything in my life,

I am a slacker, underachiever, never amounted to anything..

I just remember

I was that fastest in a race

Against millions of other sperm....

It's frustrating... It keeps me up at night and leaves me exhausted during the day...

I day dream during class, I get distracted during tests..

I can't even concentrate on the things I once loved to do..

When I get home, all I want to do it sit with you, to calm myself.....

But I missed my chance..

You're already dead...

Every time I think of you

It was during our best times

When we loved eachother, when we still talked, when we held eachother

There are no other memories, I never see you at your worst now that you're gone

And I think of you alot..

Not that I'm blaming you for the car crash....

I'm getting a car finally.

I can turn the wheel,

I can press the gas,

I can kill who ever the $%&* I want....